Peter knew
it was a sad day when his brother was the prosecutor standing in front of him.
He was only
vaguely aware of Nathan’s stoic questionings, the handcuffs on his wrists, the glares of disgust coming from the judge,
jury, audience, and Tom Bennet; everyone in the room pretty much. The only thing he could see was the broken blonde, a young
woman sitting by her foster father at the plaintiff’s table.
“I’m
sorry,” she mouthed, eyes glistening in the dim courtroom light. Peter didn’t move an inch, but on the inside
his blood was boiling, and a bitter realization crept into the base of his skull. Maybe that’s what that stupid dream
sequence had been about. She’d come running right into his arms to suddenly pull away, say she was sorry, and run for the hills. But deep down, Peter knew that was just the resentment talking. Claire had nothing
to do with this; it was all the work of her two fathers. Her adoptive father, Bennet, was the man actually suing Peter for
statutory rape and forced incestuous relations…while Peter’s own brother was the man presenting the case.
“Mr.Petrelli,”
Nathan was snapping, ripping Peter out of his reverie. The young man wanted to chuckle grimly at the title Nathan had just
given him. Like good ol’ Nate could ever fool the audience into thinking that he wasn’t sending his own flesh
and blood to the gallows.
“I
repeat, did you or did you not force Miss Bennet-Petrelli to say that she’s in love with you?”
“I
didn’t force anything.” replied Peter monotonously. It was the truth, but sounded like the antithesis from the
way he intoned it. But who gave a care anymore? It’s not like that tweedy little defense attorney could convince a judge
that Peter was so in love with Claire Bennet (he never called her by her now duel surname, never reminded himself of the golden
statuette that had tarnished) that he’d become an insomniac, a recluse, never able to get her out of his head. How could
an attorney that only half-believed Peter’s tale himself convince his own mother
that Claire matched all of those feelings, illegal and sinful desires for her knight in shining armor…or her uncle
too, as it was. Peter’s self-control around Claire had always been fragile, but on that ordinary Sunday, when she pulled
back his shower curtain and sandwiched him between the cool tiles and her own warm body, there was no hope for him at all.
“So
you’re admitting to manipulating her into sleeping with you and thinking that she loves-?”
“No.
I didn’t manipulate anything.”
Beside Bennet,
Claire was burying her face in her hands. Her bespectacled father tried to wrap her up in his arms but she angrily shrugged
him off. These two men, both of which she no longer could call Father, were about
to lock up the one person she couldn’t live without.
When she
was a little girl, she always wanted a Prince Charming to come save her from evil, and then they’d ride away in their
little marriage cart, living happily ever after. She’d gotten her first wish by far; Peter was the epitome of the handsome
hero, even if he was more Batman than Lancelot. He died for her before they’d even exchanged names, and for that, Claire
fell enraptured to the very thought of him.
She when
she’d gave him oh so many Looks in that jail cell. How ironic; they’d shared their most tension filled, surreptitiously
intimate moments in Peter’s cell of all places. Right where he was about to end up again for taking the next step forward
with her. Three weeks after that, she came to see him again. There was no resisting the needs that tugged on her heart-strings
anymore. Not only the need to fall into his arms, inhale his scent, taste every inch of him…but for answers, and safety.
However, instead of seeing that endearing smile open the door, it was a woman the spitting image of him, claiming to be her
over-protective grandmother. That’s when Claire was sure her whole life stalled.
Peter died
that night, and was revived the next morning with Claire by his side. He’d morphed so much in just half a month, but
his world lit up again to see her gorgeous form leaning over. Then, as soon as she revealed how she ended up in Petrelli manor,
the life burnt right out of him, joining hers in the cemetery of lost hope. Since Sylar had dug a fatal shard of glass in
his skull, Peter’d never really come back to life.
One year
had passed since then, and caring about what other people thought, and what they shouldn’t
be doing was thrown aside with their clothes. Claire found solstice in perspective. What
are we really doing here? Kissing Peter, what’s so wrong about that? We’re simply putting lips against lips. It’s just like touching elbow to elbow or hand to hand. And what about the sex?
The only reason that’s forbidden is because of the mutated offspring, but we’ve always been safe about that…and
when you think about what sex literally is, it’s really not that sensitive, is it?
Peter didn’t
call for other comfort though; the feel of his niece’s soft head resting against his bare chest in the mornings was
all he needed.
Nathan was
sighing, rubbing his forehead tiredly. Peter remained stock still in that hard wooden stand. He couldn’t feel his fingers
anymore, only hearing the judge’s call for a courtroom recess out of his tunnel like hearing. He hardly heard the bustle
of fatigued attendants getting out of their benches and beginning to chatter. Nor could he see his brother leaning against
the wood that divided them, desperately whispering for Peter to cooperate.
“Listen,
Pete. You did something to my daughter that I’m never gonna be able to forgive you for,” Nathan said softly, bitterly,
inaudible to anyone else. “But you’re my brother, and I still love you. Just, tell the truth. It’ll be easier
that way, I swear. Your sentence could be half as long if you just give it up on this charade, man. We all know you did it,
just own up to it and we can all put this behind us.”
Peter’s
attention was captured by the last half of Nathan’s plea. “I am telling the truth,” he hissed.
Nathan groaned,
ignoring the bailiff that was coming to untie Peter’s cuffs. Nathan muttered something to the officer about the cuffs
not being necessary, and he offered a hand to help Peter down. Claire was still weeping, her sobs starting to echo in the
room that was rapidly hollowing itself out. Peter tried to walk over to her, but Nathan placed a firm hand on his chest.
“You
stay away from her,” Nathan growled, grip tightening on Peter’s dress shirt. His younger brother abruptly felt
weak, and nearly collapsed onto Nathan for support.
“I’m
in love with her, you’ve gotta believe me, I’m not just using her, Nathan, you know me-,”
He was begging
now, clutching his brother’s shoulders madly, while staring as deep as he could into Nathan’s hazel eyes. This
was becoming more than Nathan himself could handle.
“I
knew you, Pete,” he sighed. “I dunno what’s up with you anymore.
I dunno what goes on in that head of yours, how you can love your own damn niece. What I do know is that my supposedly responsible
brother had sex with my naive, underage daughter. I don’t care how you feel, I don’t care why you did it, and
though it pains me to say it, I really don’t care how she feels. At the end of the day, it’s still sick, wrong,
and most importantly, illegal.”
“You
don’t understand,” muttered Peter, releasing his brother as if he was covered in something revolting. Bennet was
now trying to wrangle Claire out of the empty courtroom, but she was resisting vehemently.
“Just
let me talk to him!” she protested, not caring that Peter and Nathan could hear every word.
“No,
that man has tricked you-,”
“He
has not! I’ve felt like this since before I can remember!” She stared
through her foster father’s horn rimmed glasses, into his blue eyes.
“Please,” she cried, and Peter watched from the other side of the room, heart
shattering. It was a bad situation to be put on trial for his misunderstood sins, but to have Claire forced through this…Jesus,
it was tearing him up to know that it was all his fault.
It was in
that moment, when he saw Claire’s pleading eyes shoot into him from across the room, that he’d have to do what
Nathan advised. Of course, that would require lying, but that was okay.
Nathan seemed
to be channeling Matt Parkman’s ability. “If you really love her,” he whispered in Peter’s ear, “you’ll
let her go.”
Peter sniffed,
running a slender hand across his face. He nodded absently, finally accepting that there had to be consequences to his actions.
When he’d been with Claire, he’d never thought about the next day. All they lived for was the upcoming seventh
heaven. Peter had obviously thought out the religious consequences of it all, but with all the abilities that he had obtained,
he’d tried to convince himself that there was no such thing as God. Why would God give a mortal man such power, to match
the infinite being himself? Especially if God knew that this particular man would yearn for his own niece.
“Just
because it doesn’t make sense doesn’t mean there isn’t a God,” Claire would frown sometimes. Peter
could never have any response but doubt. He wanted to prove to himself that he was
God, but even after all his self-lectures, he still could never get that aching uncertainty out of his head. There was no
way to deny that something had to bring Claire and Peter together. Someone had to be out there, twisting the universe so that Claire and Peter would undergo temptations, trials,
and disappointments. Someone had to create this fate.
But now,
the religion didn’t have a thing to do with it. It was society that they
had to deal with. God could forgive, while man could not. Nathan and Bennet would never give up, and instead of putting up
a good fight, all Peter was doing was prolonging Claire’s stress and heartache. His selfless nature couldn’t take
it.
“Good
man,” Nathan patted his shoulder. “Tell you what. When this is all over, I promise I’ll bring her by the
jail sometime.”
Peter snorted.
Nathan probably thought himself a saint for such an offer, but Peter saw right through it. A jail would be a “safe”
setting, one in which he could feel positive that Peter wasn’t going to throw Claire down and start ripping off ever
piece of fabric tangible. Not to mention that it was pity for a brother, not mercy for an equal, that fueled Nathan’s
proposition.
Yet, Peter
still mutely accepted. Acceptance. It was becoming too much of a habit, all of a sudden. Not
for long though, he thought to himself, as his squirmy attorney and the bailiff escorted him out of the room. We’ll find a way around this, after it’s all over. We’ll move away, change our names. And when Nathan
and everyone, when they’re all dead, Claire and I won’t have aged a day. Patience...that’s all it’ll
take.
After all, why let man’s laws interfere with God’s destiny?